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Indigo

from Nu Blu by Shahan

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lyrics

Still spittin like I don't know how
Still living and i don't know how
Still sippin
Tryna figure if this last round of liquor gonna be enough to drown my
thoughts. They swimmin'
Never felt like I belonged here
Feeling way too old for the club, my confession
She looking for stuffing tonight
But she don't want my dressing 'cause how I be dressing
I thought that I came with friends
but they stay pretend
I just came with people
Perhaps if I pushed a benz
Or I was stacking endz, then I'd be more equal
To them, is my train of thought
Looking happy from shit they bought
Looking like they was made for this
And I'm feeling like I was betrayed for this
I just don't fit in

[Chorus]
Starchild
Indigo
Being me is all I know

[Verse 2]

Spend all my money to get in the door
It's like they don't even check ID no more
I thought that y'all motherfuckers had a bouncer
But none of these people be dressing the code
Don't even mention addressing the code
Mean, I guess this really isn't a club
I just feel like the whole planet is here
And most of these people do not give a fuck
Ok
I guess I just won't give one either
Poison my body as long as I'm breathing
None of'em care about anything else
Ballers ain't looking for knowledge of self
Me, I'm just rapping like I don't know how
Playing the game like I don't know the score
I'm tryna see with this last round of liquor
Wait-
Why do I feel like I've done this before?

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from Nu Blu, released December 4, 2015
Produced by brandUn DeShay
Recorded by Calvin Fox
Written+Performed by James Shahan
Mixed + Mastered by Calvin Fox

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